Several Severus

片．斷

故事始於當我的視線對上你的眼睛
我知道那一眼決定了我的命運
就是要永不停歇地注視你

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費盡心機只為了接近
發狂給予只為了使你開心
我付出了一切換取你的笑靨

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但接著現身的是最大的反派
他毫不靈情地橫刀奪愛
我死命抵擋卻一再挫敗

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我的心受到了極大的試煉
烈火燒得我無助求援
可你卻像從來也沒看見

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五種味道在心中發酵
薰得我無處可逃
而你卻在此時選擇受不了

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我的心本來有些空洞
你往其中填了些甚麼後貿然抽走
而我只能留在原地千瘡百孔

聽說

你我一左一右走過。
你聽，我說。

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你我一左一右走過。
你說，我冷漠。

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你我一前一後走過。
你說，
　　　　　　我說。

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你　　　　　　　我
走過。

...
...

我聽不到。

Heartache

Think it was the lightning from you
That gave me heart attake
Think it was you who saved me
From being weak and weary


You were the only floating boat on the ocean
Which I grabbed and survived
You were the gravity of my shattering world
Which caught me from falling


Felt like every moment is infinite
Just like the artificial satellite, with g=0
Felt like it will last forever
This kind of dream, with only you and me


But now I know the galaxy is just black hole
And I am falling without control
Now I know I am just
Dreaming alone


I wish I can rush back to the time
When you were still mine
Wish there’s some way I can free myself
From the edge of dream
Where your smile can never be seen


So this is the very last memory I have
The reminder whenever I wanna cry
So this is heartache

日記

我已經很久沒寫日記了。
作業記手帳，雜項放備忘，
面具嚜，我把它擱在臉上。


我已經很久沒寫日記了。
你說那生活在哪裡？
我記得寄給了你，
但當我想起，你說那已是垃圾桶的回憶。


我已經很久沒寫日記了。
不是因為無事好記，誤把
情緒收在另一個抽屜，
真正該記的東西，早已不復記憶。


我已經很久沒寫日記了。
你知道我討厭一片空白，沒辦法，
我沒有提筆的力氣，
因我仍清楚記得，自己失去了你。

I Still Remember還記得

I still remember once upon a time,
我還記得很久很久以前，
We lived fast and stayed high.
那段兩小無猜的往昔。
But the wind that cooled down our hot blood
但一陣大風颳走美夢，
blows like a sigh.
徒留一聲嘆息。


I still remember there was a curse,
我還記得那個古老的詛咒，
on which named after the true lovers,
在每一對真心相愛的伴侶身上，
separating them into half, put them in the hell.
拆散他們，下在地獄。
There left no survivor.
從古至今無人能抵擋。


I still remember I used to write diaries,
我還記得我的日記裡，
the records of how perfect we fit.
載有我倆是天生一對的證據。
But now I look into the sentences,
但如今我再細看，
knowing that it is just suicide that I commit.
卻只看見自殺的痕跡。


I still remember that I always forget
我還記得自己總是忘記，
the fact that you don't belong to me anymore.
你早已不再屬於我。
But sometimes I would rather close my eyes,
可有時我寧願閉上眼睛，
pretending you are by my side once more.
再重溫一次那個有你的夢。